Thursday, January 12, 2012

moving and changes

so i officially moved to nashville right before new year's. we emptied my storage unit in dc and drove the truck here...unloaded and now this is my new home...for a time, at least...

this is a strange move...i am here for school and though i am sure that is not the only reason, it is the only thing in my line of vision right now...

i usually enter into change with trepidation, but anticipation of all the great things that could be there for me...not so this time...

i worry that i am losing hope and that is why i don't see this as anything more than the need to go to school...finish the program...get my license and get a good job...

there is no long distance dream or vision tied in with this...and that is not my norm...

so i wonder what is going on with me...and why i can only see this as doing what is before me...but i press on and i intend to finish or at least do all that is within my power to finish...

in this place of displacement, body and soul